About me:

Worst is that sometimes when I wake up I am still dreaming. This is called sleep paralysis. I will lie there as unimaginable terror takes far too long to evaporate from where it was standing next to the bed, watching me sleep. Three months later I dream that I am in my room, watching myself sleep.Creeping, nauseating fear. I wake up, and watch myself vanish from across the room. I am unable to scream. I am unable to move. I am totally at the mercy of these imaginary horrors.

Second worst is audio recordings. I cannot let my voice be recorded, in case it says something else. So far so good.

These Children

'These children, who come at you with knives'
Manson said, in what amounted to a threat but
He had a point, you know -
The little fuckers are all tooled up
A six inch switchblade of staggering inconsequence
It stared me dead in the eyes and said:
'well, goh-ah dafend mysewf, in-it?'
and it was, we s'posed, but doubt persisted;
Though we knew the blade was imaginary
We were never sure about the kid.